Today really wasn't much of a good day and I'm starting to question my relationship with certain people. I really feel like nobody cares. And when things get hard , it feels awful when you feel like people aren't really standing behind you 100%.
I forgot all about this journal. Right now I'm so tired. School is just so damn exhausting. It's like after 10 minutes in each class I'm just gone. I spend so much energy just trying to stay awake that by the time it's time to do work, it's like having a blackout every 5 minutes. :cry:
My mom is being a complete idiot. I was sleeping this morning and her damn screaming woke me up. She was screaming at my brother saying "you know the reason why I'm not going shopping? this is why, look at the bill last month was $130 and this month it's $180. that's 50 bucks so i have to make it up somewhere." What the hell kind of logic is that? So then she leaves her room an comes to my room to wake me up. It's not enough that there's not much to eat, i have to be sleep deprived too. :(
Today really wasn't much of a good day and I'm starting to question my relationship with certain people. I really feel like nobody cares. And when things get hard , it feels awful when you feel like people aren't really standing behind you 100%.